God is my bestest friend

If ever I had a day that was worthy of writing about-- it would be today, this week, this month......... Wow! Words can not seem to describe the error, the hurriedness, the struggles, the emotions, the exhaustion, the craziness, the mishaps, burdens, let downs, prayers....................

This has been the final week of my completing this Psychology degree that has tested my every ounce of energy, my faith, my commitment, my dedication, my belief that God will carry me. God has carried me like you have no idea. God has taken my struggles and has showed me that if I just trust in him, that he will take care of everything. I had two group projects. both of which didn't go well, group wise. I ended up doing some hard work and on one project, did the whole 'group project' alone. With no sleep but a couple of hours a day and I am NOT exaggerating, I truly have not slept in days for over three hours. -With little energy, lots of emotion, many tears i managed to call on friends for support. i called Grant Melson one of our youth kids to help me with a presentation video. he was eager and ready to help. Bless his heart! After two long days of quick hard non stop work,at 2 a.m. I switched gears to studying for final exams. I show up to class on time coffee in hand, then on break decide to insert my CD into the player just to have it ready for my presentation. Wouldn't you know, it DID NOT WORK! I panicked and that is stated mildly. What to do? I decided to sneak out, rush home as if on a very long potty break. I ransacked my room for my USB case which surely would have a large enough usb to add files, power point and movie files. of course USB is nowhere to be found. My room is destroyed, i broke my desk drawer, literally the door cover came off. At this point I am in tears. My day is over. I am thinking this is it! So i stop my crying, calm down, pray a little more, really ask for God to intervene because i am not doing a very good job of things on my own. It then hits me that I have an iphone. Soooo I take the memory card out which is large in memory by the way, remove all music and pictures from it. Sad. More tears! Then i save my power point to the phone card, along with 21 movie files and music for power point file, and it saved it all and it fit perfectly. I then prayed, grabbed my phone transferring device and drove right back to school still in tears. Walk in, look down so I don't make eye contact with anyone and take my seat. 20 minutes later, Dr. Seidel says you ready. i say yes sir. i at this point don't know if it will work but i was trusting God's decision. Wouldn't you know it worked. it WORKED!!!!!!!!! I was so thankful, relieved and joyed. I know that when God says calm down, stop, breathe, listen, hear me, pray, come to me, he means it! He ain't fooling around. I have but three days left of this mess I'm in but God is amazing and he is mighty and he is wonderful and he is GOD! Now I am off to Starbucks to study hard for finals and prepare as best as I can. God is love!!!!!!!!!!